Jokes arent funny

Some year 13 lads decided that it would be funny to shout me over to their table and ask me out. I dont think its very funny to mess with people like that. Why would you ask someone out as a joke? Later on a year 13 guy was messaging me and being really nice and wants me to go to the fresher social and meet up with him. This better not be a joke because I dont even really want to go. Socialising isnt really my thing. Please stop playing cruel tricks on the girl who is a bit different to the others.

Catcher in the Rye

In English I'm studying the novel Catcher in the Rye. Today we were analysing the main character, Holden, and his love for writing. I said that it could be because he wants to find a way to vent his thoughts and feelings without having to go up to someone and directly say what he feels he needs to say. I then realised that I am Holden. My three A-Level subjects are English, Psychology and Sociology which are all subjects that need opinions and strong veiw points. I'm using my work to vent out how I feel and tbh, right now its working for me. I feel like I fit in at school. I know that people are all being false and dont really like me, yet I feel like I belong there. Its hard to explain. But I sort of like it this way I guess :)

"Friends"

You know how there is always that one "friend" who nobody really likes? Lately I've been thinking about how lucky my group of friends are not to have one until I started to realise that the friend that nobody likes, is me. I always have to make the effort to start conversations, I dont get invited out to parties and I'm just different to the others. I'm sick of pretending I havent noticed. I can probably say that five of my friends are decent people and even that is at a stretch. All I want to do is move far away and start a new life where my friends acctually like me and know me. Thats exactly what I plan on doing as soon as I've finished my A-levels. My fresh start is all I'm really looking forward to at the minute.